dream2

.....with no end in mind the beginning can not be realized
in the beginning there was no end in mind
but for the wish of a new beginning
and within my dreams
there is a light with the cast of a shadow
this shadow is grave but shows detail of a face in it
from this shadow arise a horse and rider
the horse is black with a white mane
its neck painted with red and white
the rider is young in spirit and strong armed with a spear
that is carved with patterns of leaves and feathers
and as I watched the rider come toward me
I am rising above him on a cloud of blue
the cloud brings me to a distant mountain
were I am dropped to a nearby den
I wait and from the shadows of the brush
comes a cougar walking toward me

I bring you a message the cougar tells me
cursed are those men that act in these times of your light solely out
of the interests of their keeping their own corrupted names
their seed shall be removed from power and legacy
their lives extended so that they may know it
as they will not be allowed to touch your inner light
blessed are those that suffer them still
these are the true children of spirit
I warn you my friend do not become the ways of the thing you hate
for in time you will become the thing that is hated
tolerance is the essence of love
and commingling the essence of the aim

and as darkness comes I am lifted again
and brought back into the light of another mountain
where a fire burns bright
a mockingbird lands upon my shoulder
my brother the cougar has brought you to me
from a place you went to seek your answers
and I bring you a message
you always were in our protection
the soul of you is pure just as are the souls of everyone
a danger in this life is the identification with an alternate ego
which strengthens that which is not wholesome
your good kind and honest intent will bring about
that which you are truly seeking
the closer you get to the fire as it burns
where you will see within the light that reveals truth
the ones that come to your door with a self shall find only a way
the ones that come to your door with a way shall find only a self
but the one that has come with the door with two windows
shall see your secret and in knowing these things
he shall know who you are and in knowing your aim
he shall know all things and become one within you
the right question at the right time to the right person
will change everything as you know it
keep not from those you meet what you truly seek
as you shield not only them the fire burning within you
but your yourself as well

and as the mockingbird left my shoulder
I felt a sudden warmth coming from behind me
and as the warmth took hold of my self
I saw first flames of yellow then orange then green
and then I was bathed in a blue light
encircled and consumed by its warmth
as I realized that I was in my God's embrace
and within the light
I heard both a woman and man as one
I bring you a message
the fire speaks tongues of many powers
the spark flickers in the inner core of your soul
its force must be drawn from awareness of light
the core of your soul
comes from the rock within a the earth
whoever is not a rock will serve others
and have forsaken his own fire only to be consumed
the love of the fire is burning deep within you
allow others to see the love of the stone
within you to burn passionately
drink of those essences from deep within your soul
taste that which is so pure of yourself
and the love of the fire burning within you
in doing so you will be able to share
with whom you are seeking
and this will take hold of him
and he shall see that crystal of love burning within you
go forth with this wisdom and renewed strength
so be it said now be it done
and that is where it ends as I awaken from my higher state
the journey of spirit in seeking healing is complete
as the journey of a man awakening the boy within begins

and as I started to awaken from my sleep
upon me came a man out of the light I had just seen
and this man said to me
I am out here come looking for me
and I knew the boy within me
one day would burst out of my soul
as I was captured by a light I now could see
And as I awakened from my sleep
I knew that which I had always desired deep within
must bear fruitation
thus I set out to discover the boy within
who so be bound by desire
that I finally allowed the flame to flicker
towards the hearts I had been seeking
and came forth to express my heart and mind to him
so that I could become vulnerable to One
whom I knew within my soul
who I knew would truly liberate
all that was buried deep within me
and as my Higher Power guided me
I headed out to those I seeked
And made myself known to them as best I could

Thus the trek began between
that which known as
the journey of the heart into the soul
as we grew upon our shared wit and wisdom
I became enchanted and knew
I would have to forsake the roots embedded so deeply
as my Higher Power guided me through my dream
I relinquished a part of my soul
to a Man who came into my dream
who I knew I loved and
within my dream I saw our powers commingle
and I knew that One was waiting for me
I begin my trek to a new home
Where it be I know not
But when he appears I know our circle will be complete

So with this I began onto my path out into the world
For there is something far more greater
That of a daddy and a boy to be
And upon wakening from my dream
the boy too was no longer slumbering within me
but bursting out of his capture deep with my soul